BlazinShade

.Monday, January 11, 2010 ' 12:23 AM Y

~Whip It Real Hard~

10 Jan

Had an uneventful day
Watched anime in the noon to kill my time
Late afternoon planned to do some revision but was too tired so ya

What happened next really changed my day
First thing that flashed through my mind was you cheated me
Reminded me of what happened during last year june
In order not to make myself feel so upset about it
I replied those messages
However, never did i know that you have your reasons for doing so
Although i know the word 'sorry' cant do much help now but still wanna say it for not having much trust in you
After having conversation with you on the phone
I truely understood what you feel and you have gained my trust for you
But still our conversation turned sour
The last message you sent me made me worried about your safety
I hope you will feel better tomorrow

After these many days with you
I feel that you are a silly girl
Likes to deal with problem yourself in the silence
Thus leading to misunderstanding
I am here for you to deal with your problem together
It takes two hand to clap
I am sure if you voiced out your difficulty, things will not turned out to be like this
However, partially it was my fault for not trying to understand what you are thinking
All i wish for is you to believe in me

Rode with Naz and Arthur in the evening
Lots of thing going through my mind
Cant concentrate much
Thus, ended up sitting down most of the time
Home about 11.30

~*Chase*~™