.Saturday, February 13, 2010 ' 11:57 AM Y
~Whip It Real Hard~
It's gonna be a long post today???
Guess its time to reveal the truth
You came into my life like a wind
Wishing to be with me
However, during that period of time someone is already in my heart
Thus, pushed you away twice
Finally, i accepted you due to sympathy and a little touched
Just when i thought you can replace the one in my heart
Its seems impossible
As a result, I will always divert away all those mushy questions you pried on me
Cos i am a honest guy, dont wish to lie through my teeth
Moreover, after much consideration, i thought i cant sacrifice for you
Therefore, used opportunity that came by to treat you coldly
In the end, it worked, we broke up
Right after that happened, you have another half
You really ruined what i pictured of you
However, when you broke up, i still tried to cheer you up
But not to the point we will be together
You tried to win my heart again
Yet i thoroughly rejected that
You treated as in we were strangers
Yet again, you have another half
Just when i thought you will not disturb my life for good
You texted me, once again, i knew something happened
This time round, i know that i am purely a spare tyre to you
Once again, you came by to my side
However, this time with lots of persistence and determination
Initially,i already had a verdict of not to get you involved into my life again
However, when you said this
"
IVAN TOH YI QING, i wanna wait for you.. wait for you bak to my side, fully awake.. i belive if i stay still & don't accept any others guys.. i belive u will see my real heart for u .. i don't expect now answer, i just hopes u would reconsider bout me.. past things is past , i hopes u can forgive & forget .. i willing to let u know my inside out , i don't wish to lose u .. like u say real love
Real love can't rush , need time need monthsI willing to give u the time all u need ;)
Serious.. no more broken actions.No more underlying meaningIn the past u say character not same, but i find that we are same kinds is just that express in a diff way"
Although, it's sketchy but for these, you have shaken my decision to give you a second chance
But on one condition, you have to prove me wrong
But due to the fact, that Valentine's day is coming
You rushed for everything
However, i am still not totally convinced by your actions and words to a certain extent
As a result, when you came closer, i treated you cold, so that you will not be given a false hope
Yesterday, was a total screwed up
Maybe, its due to the manipulation from friends, that i pushed you away too far
To the extent that you may never return again
Just when i thought i can move on
My mind started to wonder around memories with you
Now i understood why there is a saying called
Human will only cherish when it is gone...
In order to salvage the situation, i tried to explain
However, you are gone
First thing first, in the morning went to check your blog
Was thinking, what made you became so persevered to keep me away
Right on my mind was thinking you already have a new partner
Thus, while i was still semi-conscious and having a corrupted mind
I thought you and Brian are an item
You were online
So we tried to trashed thing out once and for all
I realised that i misuderstood that blog post
Tried to explain every words for my past action
Cat is now out of the bag
No more secret
However, you totally pushed me away...
For now just let nature takes its course
~*Chase*~™
