~Whip It Real Hard~

On Thursday night we had a short quarrel and i was very upset when i saw your tweet. Instantly became awake the whole night thinking everything is over. The next day, just when i thought i was strong enough to carry on my daily routine, i burst into tears in the office. Fortunately, no one discovered it. Felt better after my eyes were dry but still can't stop thinking about the time we spent together all these while. Life still goes on.

Second day without you in my life was terrible. First thing that came across my mind when i woke up was you thinking that in 10+ more hours time, it will be your 18th birthday. Got to do something to keep my words. Decided to give you a birthday surprise on the 12am on your birthday. Was afraid that you may be still angry with me. Fortunately, everything turned out

alright with a little bit of hiccup and awkward moment. Although, it may not be the best birthday celebration for you, i hope it will be a memorable one for you. Had a great time with you, your sister and her boyfriend that night. I am glad to know you're on cloud 9 when you unwrapped your present :D

I was really excited yet nervous on the very next day when you mentioned that your parents invited me over for dinner. It's my first time experience meeting the parents of someone i love. =x It was a joyful moment to be able to spend time with your family.

For the past few days, has been spending most of my time with you, although you did not speak up your heart but i can feel that we are already a couple just waiting for the right moment to announce officially. Hope you are ready for another and lastrelationship soon. :) I love you! <3

~Whip It Real Hard~

14 Jun

These few days my work has been very slack with not much stuff to do. Have to act busy throughout the day by surfing the net. Did not go out in the night.

15 Jun

Same routine at work. In the evening, went to meet CaiLing to talk about my problem. Home about 10+

16 Jun

Work work work. After work, went to walk around Funan IT mall with Yusof to kill time as he will be heading for jamming at 7 and i will be heading to my cousin's wedding at 7 too. Went to M hotel around 6.45 and i was the earliest. Waited around for 40min before the rest of my cousins started to show up. I find that most of the wedding dinner dishes are some how alike, started to get bored of it. Home around 11+

17 Jun

Something happened last night. Throughout the day, i was not in the mood to do anything. In the evening, ZhanQi, QunYing and came out to comfort me. ZhanQi and QUnYing left first and accompanied SiewJun to eat supper at McDonald. Home about 3+

18 Jun

Spent my afternoon watching movie. In the evening, headed over to maternal grandmother place to celebrate grandmother's birthday and father's day as well. Is a shame that i did not have the chance to eat the cake as i have something important to attend to later on. Headed over to Northpoint to some stuff for Regina's birthday surprise. Scurried back home to make her a birthday card. Around 11.30 left my house and was hoping everything would go smoothly. Reached around 12.10 and placed her present outside her house. Called her out while i hide at one corner. When she came out, gave her a surprise by singing her a birthday song with cake in my hand. Went inside her house and eat cake. As the cake was not refridgerated for quite a while, it turned watery. Soon her sister and boyfriend came back home. Played big 2 together, the biggest loser has to eat the cake haha. Around 4 plus went to play L4D2 at Chambers@ Sembawang. Her sister boyfriend dropped us at sun plaza as we wanted to have breakfast there. Sent her home around 6+

19 Jun

Nothing much in the afternoon, most of the time i was resting on my bed. Around 5+, i was invited to Regina's house for dinner by her parent. =D Of course i agreed instantly. Bought a red wine for her father as it was Father's day as well as her birthday day. She has a very interesting family unlike mine =x After dinner, slack in her living room together with her and sister playing with her new Itouch. Home around 1140 boarding the last bus.

20 Jun

Work during the day. In the evening, went to play badminton with BoonPin as i airoplane him yesterday due to the dinner. I guess i am old already, played less than an hour an i am exhausted. Rode around Yishun after playing and went to 123 to get cheese fries as well as some shuttle cock from ChenLok. Home around 10+

21 Jun

Work during the day. In the evening, had nothing much to do at home, therefore, went out to ride alone. Called BoonPin down to slack for awhile. Home about 10+

22 Jun

Work as usual. I think i have spammed too many cups of milo until i am sufferring from sore throat. Around 6.40, meet Regina at Yishun mrt to bring her hamster to see a vet somewhere near my house. Took bus to the clinic. The doctor said her hamster condition is quite serious and has already lost its left sight. The Vet prescribe her some antibotics which are needed to feed the hamster for 8 days. Went to eat Wendy's after that and accompany her home to feed the hamster medication. The hamster was very naughty, keep trying to run away from the syringe. After sometime, managed to grab hold of the head and force the syringe into her mouth. Slacked awhile before heading home at 11.40

23 Jun

Work work work. Did not wanna go out in the evening as i was feeling fatigue throughout the day. But BoonPin called therefore just head out for a short while. Went to Sembawang wanting to visit the 7Eleven manager, but she was not in. Headed to Jelutung Harbour Park to slack for a while before heading back to Yishun to eat prata. Home about 11+

24 Jun

Finally it's Friday! Where i can spend my time with Regina longer. Headed back home after work and rested for awhile before heading out around 9+ to her house. Help her to feed her hamster medication as her Sister was not around. Went to Chambers@Sembawang to play L4D2 for straight 4 hours. It is quite cheap though, only cost $5 nia. Went to have McDOnald for supper and slacked for awhile before sending her home at 6am. Took bus home and almost overslept.

25 Jun

It has been a long time since i last slept till 3+ in the noon. Nevertheless, it felt great to sleep that long. In the evening, went over to sun plaza to find Regina to slack. Heard from her that her sister and boyfriend will be going over to Yishun for movie, therefore, we changed our plan to movie too. Did not know what to watch and since the both of us haven't watch hangover 2, we decided to watch that. Went to timezone to have a short daytona game. Came out saw her sister and boyfriend. Continued walking around Northpoint and came to the toilet to relieve myself. Saw her sister again when i came out only to realise that we have been stalked for the past 15min. Her sister went into the toilet again to find her while i went out to chat with her boyfriend. When they came out, the first question her boyfriend broached was, eh when your wanna be together? I was stunned when i heard that =x He even said to treat us a big meal if we are together. Well i am always ready for that meal, so i am here waiting for your decision :) The couple left us to let us have our time alone. There was plenty of time left, therefore, we headed over to Beancurd city to eat beancurd. Got back just in time for the movie. After movie, walked to Chambers@Sembawang to play L4D2 for awhile before sending her back home at 5. Home about 5.45.

26 Jun

Woke up at 3 again. Went to have a haircut in the afternoon. Saw ChenLok at the court opposite the barber and went to play with him basketball after the cut. Called BoonPin down to play too as well as getting an extra racquet from him. Home about 6.30 and ate dinner. About 7.45, left house and headed over to Regina's block for a badminton session with her and sister. Halfway

through the game her mother came down with refreshment for us. She joined us for the badminton game. It's 10 and the light switched off. Her mother and sister left us alone there and they went up first. Chit chatted awhile and went up with her to feed her hamster medication. Lolz! Reached her home and her sister was not bathing yet, kana bluff haha. Played with her hamster and slacked around awhile before heading back home at 11+

27 Jun

Work work work. Renewal listing came again busy week ahead. Did not head out in the evening as i wanna have a day at home to rest.

~Whip It Real Hard~

9 Jun

Work became slack now a days because the renewal listing assignment has been completed. After work, headed over to PC show @ suntec City. Scout around the convention centre looking for the stuff i want. Just when i almost lost hope, i found what i am looking for and it was a bit cheaper than market price :) Home about 10+

10 Jun

TGIF! Haha! Thought it will be a lonely night again. Regina asked me out to use my netbook for her school stuff. Although it was not of much help, but i will try to help when i get back home. Went for some movie and drinking session under her block but changed to a small park around 480+ I wont post much about what happened next as i know she will be angry if i post. Contacted her sister around 4 to bring her back from the park as she was drunk and asleep. She did go home instantly but stayed below her void deck for about 30min as she was still high. Home about 5.30

11 Jun

Did nothing much in the afternoon. In the evening, headed over to Yishun 10 with MinFang to get movie tickets for Xmen midnight show. She wasnt at her best condition due to some hangover effect from yesterday night. As a result, she has no appetite for dinner and had to stare at me eating =x As usual, did not know what to do before the movie. Walked around Yishun and our foot brought us to KTPH. Slacked over there with her and played Big 2 to kill time. About

11.35, started to walk back to the theatre. The movie is not bad worth watching as the duration is quite long too. Walked abit before taking cab back to Sembawang. Slacked awhile before sending her home.

12 Jun

Did nothing much in the afternoon. In the evening, went out to be alone. Home about 10+

13 Jun

Today work very slack. Most of the time i was surfing the net. Did not go out in the night.

~Whip It Real Hard~

Sometimes, your actions dampen my mood without realising it. As a guy, i am the one always waiting for your reply. Although i know most of the time you were busy, therefore unable to reply promptly. However, it really makes me feel sad that you don't bother to reply when you are free. I am sure you had this kind of feeling before. I know i am not your boyfriend and

you are not oblige to reply me instantly. All i hope is that you will spare a thought for me and give me some of your attention and concern. All this while i have been trying hard to be the person that you will first remember everytime you touched you phone. It's seems hard to overcome the barrier for me to enter your heart to be that very person. One day, i hope my perseverance will gain your trust for me.

Everyday, i will be excited to receive your first message when i send out the greeting to you. Your reply determines my mood for the day. What i wished to see least is a one word reply from you. It's either you are in a bad mood or you are not interested to continue the conversation. But still i will try my best to make you speak more despite my affected mood. As long as you replied me, i will be contented. :)

On Sunday night, you disappeared. My mind can't stop thinking of you. Keep wondering what are you doing? Why didnt you reply? Usually, despite you are revising, you will still at least leave some replies but not that night. I called you later on, but you did not pick up, was wondering if you are avoiding on purpose? All these thoughts only made me feel worse. Around 11+, finally received a text from you. I apologised here for asking you so many questions because i care about you.

These few days you have been mugging non stop till late night. I am afraid that you may not get enough rest, thus compromising your health. Seriously, it doesn't feel good to see you pushing yourself so hard.

Your hectic life temporary put to a stop for a while after the CA on Wednesday. But due to your busy schedule, i was unable to confirm with you dinner on Wednesday's night. I am still glad that you save your Thursday's night for me to dine with you.

The next day, despite your friends were going for revision, you are still willing to give a miss as you said you promised me already. I was so happy to hear that but i think study is still important, therefore did not force you to have dinner with me. Nevertheless, still managed to see you for a while after your revision :)

On Saturday, i thought i would spend my weekend alone again, but was surprised that you asked me out for movie in the evening.

Wasn't feeling quite happy on Sunday. From my observation when i am out with you, you replied your message quite fast. But when you were out with your friend, i didnt get a quick reply from you. Maybe i am just jealous? Cos i am afraid to lose you but it is irony to feel this way when you are not even mine yet =x

I am sorry about what happened on Monday. Didnt mean to paranoid you after you have such a long day in school with a surprise mock test. Just wanna tell you that everytime, you MIA for a long time, i will definitely miss you a lot. However, all i can do is to wait. Sometimes wonder if you rather reply other people's message and ignore mine until you are free to reply. At the end of the day, i am the one thinking too much. I am glad that we did not end up in a quarrel. I will try not to agitate you anymore because i love you too much :)

~Whip It Real Hard~

28 May

A boring Saturday where i have no plan for the day. Spent my afternoon watching movie online. In the evening, went to Sembawang to ride with Gerald and WeiBin. Did not really ride long and soon went to SunPlaza McDonald for supper. All of us were wore off, as usual, headed over to a block near WeiBin's block to slack till 3.

29 May

Spent my afternoon updating my English songs. In the night, I became very listless as she went missing... Went out to ride around Yishun and Sembawang. Back to Yishun and emo under a block with a packet of Soya Bean. Home around 10+. Felt relieved when she finally replied at 11+. She was having a hard time concentrating on revision due to disturbance from sister.

30 May

Spent the whole day retrieving the claims from August renewal policies. In the evening, went to ride with Gerald, Andy and HaoJun at Yishun skatepark. About 9+, headed to Chong Pang for durian. But i did not consume any of it as i am lazy to clean my hand and the strong smell of durian will stay. Home about 10+

31 May

Same routine as yesterday in work. Did not go out in the night. Dad bought lots off food back home but i was too full to enjoy it. =x

1 Jun

Work work work. After work, headed over to Singpost to collect my passport. Did not go out in the night.

2 Jun

Lazy to blog about what i do in the day because all of you know i will be working during the weekdays. In the evening, about 8+, headed down to sun plaza to meet her for a short while. Got ourselves GongCha and slacked under a void deck for awile. Sent her home around 9.30.

3 Jun

Spent my Friday night with my secondary friends at Sembawang shopping centre and had dinner at Bai Mee Fen. Headed home first before going over to Zac's house for mahjong session. Overall, won $3. Did not overspend my budget for the day. (Y)

4 Jun

Just when i thought i will spend my Saturday alone again, she asked me if i wanna watch movie or not. Of course i agreed to it instantly :D Did not know where to watch, went to Sembawang to meet her before heading to Causeway point. Was shocked to see the ticketing counter filled with people. Changed back to Yishun Golden Village to watch KungFu panda 2. As usual, no more public transport, walked halfway till a bustop to wait for taxi. Didnt wanna walk all the way back as i do not wanna perspire like mad. When to slack awhile before sending her home. Walked back home myself.

5 Jun

Rot all the way at home on Sunday...

6 Jun

Work during the day. In the evening, when out to jog from Yishun to Sembawang and back. I guess i am old already. Nearly couldnt make it back Haha. Need to jog more frequently.

7 Jun

Yesterday when i was about to go home, received an urgent assignment by supervisor which was need to be completed by the next day. Due to that assignment, has been force to strain my eyes staring at the monitor non-stop for the day. I think my myopia is going to worsen... In the evening, went to ride in Sembawang alone in hope that she will have time to slack with me after her dinner. In the end, did not receive a reply from her and made my way home around 10. Found out that her HP battery went flat when i called her later in the night. Chit chatted for awhile. <3

8 Jun

Continued with the previous assignmnet during work. Did not head out during the night. My eyes vision is getting poorer... Too much staring at monitor screen already!